My Brain is never quiet,
Always thinking about life,
Never felt grateful to be alive,
Suffocated by the thoughts running in
my mind,
Can't blame when she blames me for
everything that happens,
She kills me by the dagger of ifs and
what ifs,
She controls what I feel and how I feel,
And I know that she'll never let me
heal,
Can't stop the words from flooding my
brain,
All I've gained from leaving is the
unbearable pain,
Don't lock my hands with chain but
my mind from thinking everyday.
A War I am Losing